Outside

So I have spent a couple nights outside this last week. Its scary and chilly. I was lucky to be advised to go to Cambridge, in Harvard Square If I don’t get a bed or if I want to enjoy more freedom in my day. People who “live” here keep an eye on each other, […]

not housed

As of June 24, 2012 I am homeless again. Wore out my welcome. Had anxiety attack yesterday, being broke limits mobility a ton. Some man at Long Island Shelter gave me a bunch of $2 passes as Tpass rates go up today and my monthly pass expired last night. I get money on the 4th […]

My Brother

I don’t know really where to start… He took care of me when we were real young after our parents divorced. We didn’t have an ideal childhood, but who has. We are really what our parents make of us, if they screwed up than we might just be screwed too. That’s where mentors and friends […]

I have to talk about it…

My own belief that I didn’t belong in a shelter put me in danger one night. I posted on craigslist looking for a place to stay. I trusted a stranger, bad move. For one he lived far away in Burlington and I wanted to stay in Boston so I can get on the bus or […]

Self Discovery

I have spent a lot of precious time in the therapist chair hashing up old memories and old hurts that still burn today. Because my life was and still is full of instability and turmoil, I skipped stages of growth essential to maturity. I so busy being scared of being discovered as an incest survivor […]

Who Am I?

The Leo in me is always right my transformation out of invisible to an individual¬† I want these. What does my future hold for me when I am down and out feeling lost and alone I seek a place within for peace or a place with a quiet serenity. I am literally scared to death […]