Its been nearly 5 months since I moved into my room on Beacon Hill. There is much to talk about and cover. It may take more than one post, I know it will… Bear with me as I try to gather my thoughts… Thanks….… Read More


So I have spent a couple nights outside this last week. Its scary and chilly. I was lucky to be advised to go to Cambridge, in Harvard Square If I don’t get a bed or if I want to enjoy more freedom in my day. People who “live” here keep an eye on each other,… Read More


… in America is between 42 and 52 years. The first full week I was in the shelter a young woman committed suicide. She was just 19 years old, married, but had just recently miscarried twins in the 5th month. She was set up for early death. Her husband was in jail down the street,… Read More


As of June 24, 2012 I am homeless again. Wore out my welcome. Had anxiety attack yesterday, being broke limits mobility a ton. Some man at Long Island Shelter gave me a bunch of $2 passes as Tpass rates go up today and my monthly pass expired last night. I get money on the 4th… Read More


I don’t know really where to start… He took care of me when we were real young after our parents divorced. We didn’t have an ideal childhood, but who has. We are really what our parents make of us, if they screwed up than we might just be screwed too. That’s where mentors and friends… Read More


My own belief that I didn’t belong in a shelter put me in danger one night. I posted on craigslist looking for a place to stay. I trusted a stranger, bad move. For one he lived far away in Burlington and I wanted to stay in Boston so I can get on the bus or… Read More


I have spent a lot of precious time in the therapist chair hashing up old memories and old hurts that still burn today. Because my life was and still is full of instability and turmoil, I skipped stages of growth essential to maturity. I so busy being scared of being discovered as an incest survivor… Read More


The Leo in me is always right my transformation out of invisible to an individual¬† I want these. What does my future hold for me when I am down and out feeling lost and alone I seek a place within for peace or a place with a quiet serenity. I am literally scared to death… Read More